1-23-1999 once

you ask for this once yet i tell you this twice,
with the poem i had offered i give you this advice.

 don't take into haste the words that i say
the spirits feel it's best i tell you this way.

 the child you had was the daughter you won
yet her memery remains all but long gone.

 do not forget the past since it is all that you know
god has chosen your child to go.

 she will be back but time wasn't right
he feared you would do this and put up a fight.

 i have been chosen to tell you this somehow
that your daughter is not gone, she is with you right now.

 sometimes you can tell when she's there
a smile on your face shows the love that you share.

 take peace in your heart and keep love on your mind
look somewhere close because love is not far behind.

 the pain that you feel when this journey is near,
is knowing she's gone and then facing the fear.

 she tells me she loves you and hopes that one day
you can let her go to be on her way.

 it won't be long before she comes back
it was just this time line, she completed and must lack.

 now may not be the time that is right
but know she is in your heart and knows you still fight.

 the times of death which caused you despair
she has never left you and will always be there.

 she wants you to know that she understands
your life offers complications and too many demands.

 this is not the way your life is supposed to end
and she will always be close as your very best friend.