Lord, you said you want me as I am.  here I am on my knees
as humble as I can be, hoping and praying you talk back
to me.

See all my life it seem I've been deceived, born in a family who didn't
want me, so it seems. taught to lie from the very begaining
with deception never ending.

Lord how do you function, when brought-up in disfunction?
Is there any hope for me?   answer, answer, answer please.

Then he said back to me, come meet my family.

First I want you to meet Rebekah, who taught her's to deceive.
Then Rachel and Leah are best, to see a family mess.

Lord, a bad seed grow up in me and wicked is what I see.

He answered and said:
Come take a walk in the wilderness with me, so you can see
the promise I gave to Abraham seed.

Lord I don't want it to seem like I don't believe, but the wildness
my life lead, keeps me returning to places I shouldn't even be.

Then he said to me Hosea's wife Gomer is who I want you to see, for she to returned to the place she shouldn't be.

Thank you Lord, for helping me, most of all thank you for talking
with me. Now there's one more thing that I need. that you
decrease me, so those who hear and read will see you not me.

Then he said:
Because my word you believe and you opened up to recieve
now hear my voice when I say to you come forth
For out of your belly will flow rivers of living waters and
you'll help my other daughters.

Now come forth and spead the word in every land
preaching the gospel to every man.