Ana Thoughts
I'll fill my head up with spiteful ana thoughts,
in a land where there's no space to
worrybreathe, not about school,
or money, not even my future
or my grandparents-not-death
or who the hell I am.
No space for teenage identity crisis.
No, I'll wallow in ana thoughts,
caloriecounting, celerystalks,
and
thescalethatplaysthepartofarigiddrillseargent,alwaysyellingyellingyellingatme.
Ana thoughts, safety provisions,
just too much.
She won't leave, not until I force her
out on the street,
go inhabit another littlegirl who maybe can handle it better?
I wouldnt put her out though.
Ana thoughts dance within me,
not unlike a fire in no need
of kindling.
in a land where there's no space to
worrybreathe, not about school,
or money, not even my future
or my grandparents-not-death
or who the hell I am.
No space for teenage identity crisis.
No, I'll wallow in ana thoughts,
caloriecounting, celerystalks,
and
thescalethatplaysthepartofarigiddrillseargent,alwaysyellingyellingyellingatme.
Ana thoughts, safety provisions,
just too much.
She won't leave, not until I force her
out on the street,
go inhabit another littlegirl who maybe can handle it better?
I wouldnt put her out though.
Ana thoughts dance within me,
not unlike a fire in no need
of kindling.
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