I'm not here, im off somewhere anywhere but here. lost in its entirety is the moment,this moment i had ,that just couldnt be. glad isnt the way id describe it. sad isnt the way that id end it. anger wont fix it. and hate only feuls it. moving on is what im doing , no longer replaying much in my head anymore is the sceens that made me want to scream,gone is the anger from the pain,but pain is still here just waiting for me over there. I'm not here,im off somwhere. where pain has no company. where swords weild with the force that brings us here that makes us go on, where battles are won and blood is lost and so are your friends , but the past plays on over and over again. wounds fade but they dont take the pain and the shame with them,they leave it to hold you up inside and spit you out ,onto your path that takes you hold and makes you what you ought to be.