Children....

Why does my Child once so sweet and innocent,
have so much disrespect & refuse to listen?

Why does she just completly ignore everything i say? 
I wish i could lock her up into a child proof cage!!!

I dont know what happened? 
She was perfect when she was young!!

Almost 7 now, wont do her school work
& just flat out wont learn no matter how firm!!!

I am at my wits end,
All sanity is gone never to return again!

I dont get it, i really truly dont!!!! 
I am a single Mother with no one to phone and all ALONE!!

i know part of it is lack of stability & security & a home,
But that's still no excuse to this complete lack of control!!!

Everyone seems to have the answers, but no real solution! 
I need some real powerful prayers 4 this nightmare 2 end!

Over satans dead body will i hand over my kid to anyone!
Shes mine to raise & train & love even though i wanna run!

As fast as i can to a land of peace & relaxation, 
A place where theres no messes or chaos or stress!!!

I am extremely pissed  and fed up with this non sense, 
I am not supposed to be a mad scientist or super women!!

It seems there is no end to this madness??
And its only getting worse by the second!! 

I cant seem to regain control of it no matter what i do, 
Either way i go it seems i always end up royally screwed...

I know my daughter is smart & bright & has potential, 
But i swear she is waisting it away little by little?? 

Is this a stage normal kids with stability go thru?? 
How long do i have to live with this ABUSE???!!!!!! 

Honestly, someone be honest with me, will it get better??
As days go on my worst fears start to connect together😭

I am only one person trying to be more then a dozen, 
Yeah i wish i had a bigger family and a husband... 

But no fool in his right mind would take us in right now,
Its like im a homeless horder & i look like a big fat cow.. 

MOO... MOO... MOO...MOO...MOOOOOO...MOOOOO
HEY FATTY WHY DONT YOU MOOOOOOOVVEE???

No one wants a cow and a pig to feed and take care of, 
And i want somone to love and who loves us as much.... 

Is that to much to ask for Jesus my Lord and Savior?? 
I need you to give me an open door & end this war....