im not sorry
for being this way
im not sorry for being the worse one
im not sorry for all the blood
for taking your life
for thinking this way
u made me this way
u never loved me
u said u did
u lied
u said u would be here
i look like u and i hate it
he raped me daddy
because you were not here to protect me
not man enough to take care of me
i was your nussence

i never was good enough
i always did something wrong
u look at me this way
u dont even know me
i begged of u so much daddy
how have i dissapointed u
i got punished for this all
why have you sacrificed me in the worst way

i wanted my father
when he beat me
i wanted u daddy
i layed myself at your feet time and time again
i cant control this anger u have given me
i love u unconditionally
and u hurt me this way

how could i have been this bad daddy
im yours
this fuckin blood its yours,its mine
i wash my hands of you and your illness time and time again

but in the end
i wanted u daddy
and u never were here