Did you know that you were my hero?
Everywhere you went, I wanted to go.
But, our lives took different paths,
We got separated for a while, but you rejoined me at last.
You came back and that was one of the happiest days of my life
Little did I know of the deamons you were fighting with inside.
You came to talk to me today,
You sat beside me as if not sure what to say.
You talked about Gods' Promise and the Promise Land,
But, the way you said it I just did not understand.
You said you would not leave again without waying goodbye,
But, I went to church and you took your life.
I don't know if I didn't listen,
I don't know or even understand the reason!
My sorrow is like a slumbering valcano,
My heart builds up pressure until it erupts and overflows.
As I lay here all I can do is cry.
My heart hurts so bad I wish I could die.
I loved you more than life itself.
It breaks my heart to think of the pain you must have felt.
But, you wouldn't tell me what was causing you to hurt,
All you would say is that you couldn't remember..
I have to let you go now for there are no answers.
I will get on with my life though there is no peace,
I Love You, Sis Rest At Ease!