Life’s small struggles

Life’s small struggles
Stonewalling is the ultimate defense stone fox I am.
I got crushed, heart smushed several years behind me now.
Finally coming out of my misery of madness.
Countless days spent insane in the brain.
Wasted years gone by of nights, days full of emptiness, laughter, sunshine, Locked away insane in the brain.
Happiness lost forever dwelling on the loss. Never to return of year insane in the brain.
Can’t tell if or when my lucidness will ever return was indeed I ever sane at all……. .
Time does in fact heal the broken heart. Hidden away insane in the brain

My mind goes blank with strong expressions of silence. Silence I fall deep into myself lost in my mind of mind never to return Silence golden stream of madness. Insane in the brain.

Void of mind can’t express what it feels.
Silence can be deadly as I waste away in my gray matter of empty thoughts. Silence can be deadly. Going insane in the brain.
Things we can touch are only an illusion. Is love an illusion can we touch Love dissolution. Insane in the brain.
I thank you for breaking my heart that one summer’s day. If it were not for that day I wouldn’t strive to be the person I want to be this day.
Still insane in the brain.[/b]