missing you today, tomorrow and forever...

I miss you,
I need you,
I want you,
I lost you;(,

I didn't even have you to begin with,
But I sure felt something when we kissed:)...

I want to hold you and make all your troubles dissapear,
I wanna tuck you in bed and releive you & your children of fear,
I wanna cook and clean for you & wipe away your tears...

I miss your smile,
I miss your touch,
I miss that I haven't seen you in awhile,
I miss the feeling of an unknown love...

I miss everything about you,
All I knew and all that I didn't know,
I miss laying in your arms & you holding me close,
Stephan I will miss you my whole life through😪...

I need to to hear your voice one last time,
I need to know your happy and doing fine,
I need you to know you are always on my mind,
I need to tell you that you will remain in my heart even after I die😘💞💌...

I lost you cuz you beleived lies,
I lost an amazing, wonderful, truly gorgeous guy,
I lost a love unknown to a world jealous of a true friendship,
I lost my only guardian angel due to satans decietfulness,

I Pray for hope that we will meet again,
Sometimes i see you in the distance
and although its not enuf, it helps get me through 
Because i really miss you...  

I wish i could express my love
and dedication to you somehow,
Since day one, you have helped my little world go round..

Till we meet again my lost friend,
I will miss you indefinatly Stephan Bontrager, 
You will remain close to my heart and soul forever😚😇...

Written 8-3-2012 
Realizing i lost you for no reason
is the day i started walking through a world of hell, 
And feel like i am a victim in a BS crime of treason....