When I was a little girl,
my brthers dad use to beat me.
He abused me mentally, emotionally, and even physically.
He would continuely rape me,
He threatened to kill my mom and my brother,
if i was to say a single word.
I was so very scared for my life and especially Nathans' and mothers'
It was very difficult to not tell my mom!
Randy would continuely beat
all the rage, all the anger, and all the heat.
He would force me to touch himself,
I was forced to touch myself.
He watched nasty DVDs and movies,
with girls and guys doing gross moves.
He put his mouth on my private spot,
and he penetrated me with his private.
What was he doing to me?
He hurt me so badly, I can remember all the blood.
Now I am scarred for life,
and now i won't be saved for my future husband as his wife.
Why ME? Why, Rnady, Why?
You piece of shit father!
I only thank you for giving mom and me my brother, Nathan!
and hopefully, he'll grow up to be a real man,
Nothing that his own father has been or will ever be!