My Heart My Soul

I lost my heart, I lost my soul.
Now I must live, a life all alone.
My Beautiful Angel, I broke her heart.
My Beautiful children, I ripped them apart.
A horrible person, is what I became.
My beautiful family, they felt the pain.
I need to change, forget all the plans.
Be my true self, and I'll see them again.
How does one live, with no heart and no soul.
One does not live, and this I personally know.
They live in the present, they do what is right.
For his wife and his kids, he must put up a fight.
I cannot go on, without passion that's pure.
I cannot go on, without my family I'm sure.  
Each morning I wake, with tears in my eyes.  
I put my family through hell, there were too many lies.
Now I must search, and find who I am. 
Now I must be, a beautiful man. 
My wife deserves a friend, a husband, a life. 
My children deserve a father, with a mind that is right. 
So to all the people, I hurt along the way. 
I promise you this, that guy is not here to stay. 
So please remember the Jeramy, with the beautiful words. 
The man who believes, his family is his world.