My Last Note

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  • Mayuna
  • Anata wa Naraku no hana ja nai ~ You are not a flower of Hell

My Last Note

If I were to decide to kill myself today
On my last note what would I say

I surely would not point fingers
For there are too many to blame

Not one single person has driven me insane

Therapists can not help me
Nor those who claim to be friends

No, only one thing will save me
Will it come as a pill or blade

How I am uncertain but know it will come one day

Once this life is finished chewing me up I will lay
For once in my existence devoid of pain

I am sure some reading could never understand
If only you knew how much that it hurts to live

Then you would understand why I thought of my suicide note today 

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ccslim commented on My Last Note

03-24-2011

Kinda hard to say I like this Ya know! But I do like it because it reaches inside and yanks out the guts of the matter. Great flow with maybe a few to many additional words. A sad subject yet hurtfully true to so many! Great touch Sis!

A poem begins as a lump in the throat, a sense of wrong, a homesickness, a lovesickness. It finds the thought and the thought finds the words.

Robert Frost (1875-1963) American Poet.

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