The pressure is growing...
But, my mind isn't slowing...
The thoughts of hate and anger are growing..
Causing the fire in my blood to keep flowing...
The Monsters in my head are talking....
Their voices, are mocking...
I am going to all lengths...
Not knowing my own strength.
I wish they would stop...
My head feels like it's going to pop
I can't stop these feelings.
I wish my mind would start healing.....
She's hurting inside, and all I want to do is hide....
From where I stand I can clearly see...
For us, love, was never meant to be...
I can see all the signs
Her heart was never mine
I have given her all I can give
and still be able to live.
Confusing... contrasting...
My pain is un-passing...
Un-sureties... Impurities....
Loss of smiles and hope
I feel like I am on a down hill slope
I don't know how to explain what I am feeling
I thought my heart was finally healing
My love for her is endlessly growing
It shows no signs of slowing
My mind wont slow down
Enough to turn her to a smile from a frown
But my love isn't strong enough to make her whole
She can keep my heart
The one that she stole
I promised I would love her always and forever
My mind will forget her never
I will always hold a place for her
I hope that one day all her dreams come true
I will be here till the end
If never her lover always her friend