not a propasion to be won

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    not a propasion to be won

    i need to do my own thing not pick up somebody else's pieces. i'm not a bag of potatoes just lieing around for you swing over your shoulder, baby. My heart needs a home, a place to land , a roar to roam and a home to land for. i'm not a stone's throw away on the yar'n , i'm not a hopeless cause to toss around the barn. my heart and love is golden , unlike honey stiffen and molden, oh holden.
      Why is it these days people make me feel cheap and brittle and lame?
    My heart's not a toy or a game. it's not something to be won, but yet others think they can toss me around like a dame, i'm not anothers plane, not anothers game , i'm a piece of properity to be won over and over again. I'm not a cheap trinket to be placed next to another one.  
    I'm not a toy to be shared or thrown away when broken. I'm a lost piece of a puzzle to be placed and then never spoken. I'm not a condroum to figure out and then throw out. I'm not a seed to sewn and then harvested with a hoe. I'm not a line to throw about never counting with or without. I'm not a lover to settle for, i'm not a puppet to help even the score. I'm not a baby to lose away or hope to die for another day. 
    i'm just someone tryin to be , let me be me please, please. 
    there's this storm i see a swarming next to me, if you ride the tide so be, but if not don't bother with me.  

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    Poetry is what is lost in translation.

    Robert Frost (1875-1963) American Poet.

    jenifer’s Poems (193)

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    putting myself first above the pain, getting on without abuse. 0
    regrets of loves past due.........o
    f romance and of you.
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    Something i said to a grieving friend. 0
    wondering on looking for you. 1
    Missing a part.........
    of the heart
    2
    distance lies.... 1
    dreams are. . . 2
    it's 3 o'clock in the morning again. 0
    belongings, there impact on our writing and what baggage everything else creates 0
    the side of the universe, why it is the winds own dame 1
    where is home.....? 1
    Tants in my ear. Paper is mighter than your hateful dispostion 0
    bohemian.....
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    i sing of this....... 1
    bleeding.....
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    love at too high a price, to sleep........
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    not ever figured out........ 0
    it's a penny and a piece of candy..... 0
    because you are mine. 0
    done believeing 1
    shadows of despair 0
    what are you gonna do? 0
    elements that touch us.... 0
    these words 0
    dreams are forever 1
    i don't understand this touch this war inside... 0
    what do you do? 0
    scabbed over planet. 0
    pain assult, freedom unaware......
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    truth of life.... 0
    these marks 1
    pain ain't got no place here 0
    heaven and hell ain't so swell 2
    I don't yield 0
    pain past perfection 0
    expiration date 0
    past 1
    life's journey 0
    stars in your eyes 0
    don't let it knock you down 0
    knock the glass 0
    if only passion kept a tune 0
    unkept 0
    dust in your eyes 0
    young and needs hand 0
    poverty,poor being 0
    walls to grow 0
    show me the stars 0
    bourbon 0
    stage at the theatre 0
    unbound , unyielding 0
    moments fleeting 1
    not a propasion to be won 0
    party bargain 0
    every dream and dreamer 0
    disability 0
    the heart will fall 1
    oh baby oh well 0
    make up your mind 0
    borrowed time 1
    not gonna let you burn me 0
    long 0
    judgment by thi self upon thi self 0
    doin as only we and our heart can know 0
    hell and heaven spent 0
    never ending 0
    why 0
    revengence 0
    pain cant be scrubbed or drunk away. 0
    poor 1
    feet 0
    greek song 1
    grime 1
    thighs 0
    choking 0
    formation 0
    other 0
    desacrution 0
    battery 0
    rape has a name. 0
    coloring 0
    sadness swallows 0
    reason for self pain 0
    the pain of no common sense. 1
    condensation 2
    getting threw 0
    unexceptable 0
    wounds to deep 0
    transquility continatineal 0
    indecency 2
    yell y dont ya 1
    fragility 0
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    choas after the war. 0
    father times eternal stillness 0
    kindred city 0
    passion exists 3
    the death of the land 1
    cast us aside 0
    angels be here 2
    random thought. 0
    alert 0
    await the light 0
    walls 2
    pain from the bottom and up again 1
    just like before 1
    broken 1
    soul strong 0
    the spirits dont cry. 1
    casting 0
    inspirational 0
    dreams 0
    hands in mine 3
    The change 2
    horzion 1
    stress 2
    torment 3
    these eyes 3
    homeless and lost 2
    crystal eyes 5
    written 2
    frustration 2
    a plea 3
    this love 2
    jaded eyes that bind me 2
    jaded 2
    bloody wounds. 0
    day 2
    brace. 0
    chosen wings 1
    bottom of the bottle 3
    road to tomorrow. 1
    wandering wide 2
    holders 4
    synmmentry 1
    shower 3
    laden 1
    no refuge 4
    ashes holey smoke. 4
    pressure 9
    power of grace. 5
    darkness laden with honor 6
    tombs 2
    petal ,thorn and glass 4
    land 2
    remember 2
    pieces 4
    mind's eye 3
    these tears 4
    take me as i am 4
    motion 0
    rosa 2
    desperation 2
    romance 2
    these are the other star 2
    creation 4
    no glory 3
    dare them 1
    lights go out 1
    seashore 3
    ground 3
    nights last honor 1
    cosmos 3
    anothers arms 3
    love you threw the moon 9
    poetry lends a hand 0
    purpess we know not 0
    death of an angel 5
    fear of a death that wont bring peace 4
    faith 5
    soot 2
    endings 1
    dream of dreams 1
    no where 1
    dance 1
    midnight 0
    motions 1
    random 1
    fall 1
    wish 2
    false euphoria 1
    this 0
    memories 1
    madness and love 0
    erotica 4
    beat 4
    worlds away 0
    rise up 1
    my own bravery 2
    innocence 2
    sexual desire 8
    rape 8
    dreamer 3