Okay

Lately I've been so tired,
According to you,
I'm being everything I'm not.
Shrouded by the darkening thoughts
Swirling through my mind,
I'll never see the light of this,
Hiding in this doubt.
Tell me it's okay...
Tell me all will be fine.
Muddled together with crappy words and
Half-assed apologies,
Please just tell me it's okay.
Even if it's not okay,
Even if I can't tell the difference
Between night and day.
The moon and sun both look the same,
Nothings okay,
Nothings fine....
I know that more than ever,
But just this once,
Could you lie and tell me it is anyways?
I'll never get the truth out of you anyways,
Is it really okay to be asking this of you,
When I feel this horrible?
~Kaitlin Platti~