Gonzo’s Profile

My mind is a dangerous place, please watch your step. I often feel overlooked and under appreciated. I hate myself and take it out on the world. Get over it or get away from me. I do not like change, yet I am not happy with the monotony of my life. I enjoy the peace, but cannot stand the quiet. Loud music usually helps get rid of my headaches. I have always been a fan of James Dean, and have had dreams of my death in a fiery car crash. I am the happiest and most miserable person I know. I am an Imperfect Perfectionist. I demand alot from people, but demand more of myself. I write poems as they come to me, and I appreciate all the comments I receive. If you read my work, I would much rather receive a comment than a rating. I enjoy helping people, but often find myself getting screwed over in the process. I can be your best friend, or worst enemy, but no matter what, I will be there for you if you need me, and you know this. I love my kids, they are my strength, as well as my weakness. I find more comfort in the dark of night, than the light of day. If you tell me I can't do something, I will do it to spite you. I do not respond well to orders, yet I will do almost anything, if asked. Damn the rebel in me. I will bullshit you all day long, but NEVER will I ever lie to you. My life is an open book, please ask the librarian for assistance, as my pages are very fragile. I tend to say alot, but end up saying nothing at all. I have loved everyone I hate, but feel I am hated by everyone I love. They swear otherwise, but the voices tell me the truth. I am not really crazy, but then again, who's really sane?