"i"woke up laying in a hospital bed,
"low vitals","no pulse rate"they thought i was dead!,
i tried to respond, but my brain couldn't "think"
must be my "punishment" for not stopping to drink!

they kept asking questions, could barely hear them or speak,
i'm failing!" i feel it, i'm becoming so weak!

it's getting so "dark", am i falling asleep?
it's not the same feeling,,,i'm blacking out deep!
i know i'm not dead, i can hear voices around,
what happened! where am i,,,,did i hurt someone bad?!
that's when my first "Cry" to "god"!the first i knew,
i've heard of your "powers" and what you can do!

"If you are such a "god"! i give my "life" up to you,
The "life" that i've lived,,,,"show" me what you can do!!
i heard a "soft" voice whisper"for i forgive you".

It snapped me from a "coma", but saw "no one" in view,
There were no one around and my room was so dark,
I felt "not alone"  i could "feel" someones "touch",
"I'M WITH YOU MY CHILD" you've been through so much.

i still couldn't "speak", but my "tears" they did "flow",
Then "suddenly"i noticed this "beautiful" glow!
i thought to myself "there is such a god?"
"whose that talking to me?" it's scaringly odd"!
it seemed within minutes, "he" had stood by my bed!

he was so beautiful,with a "long white" robe, he made himself known, and then vanished ahead!!!!!

they had me wrote up on my records as "dead",
they were of amazed of "my miracle"but how this be true!

If they only knew of my visit with you!!!!!!!!


                                                 carolyn love