Scared of Devotions

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  • Devotion

    Scared of Devotions
    Impossible, Meaningless

    I don't Need This

    It will end Up like The Past

    I Doubt It will Ever last

    It will end up like all The rest

    She dosn't Even Care

    The thought of losing her is Too much to Bare

    It's all only temporary

    It will Only lead me To a Purgatory

    What If I Can't Be There

    What if she starts to Wander

    To Another with more to Offer

    All of this I start To Ponder

    As I'm Scared of Devotions

    Everyone But me Accepts This

    That I don't know that I could Be

    Everything she wants of Me

    Do I Even Like her?

    All These Thoughts I stirr

    Into My inclination and Sanity

    Till' I gave up on What I found Due to My Vanity...

    Knowing It was there the whole Time

    It's Too late I ignored the Signs.

    Owing to the Fear of Devotions

    Knowing She will Know it

    How I managed to make Perfection Imperfect.

    Keeping What we Once were

    Feeling Only Aversion,When I'm next to Her......



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    warsaw commented on Scared of Devotions

    08-23-2009

    great work thank you for sharing with everyone sincerely WARSAW
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    frog commented on Scared of Devotions

    05-03-2009

    I found your honesty revealed in this poem to be very meaningful.
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    frog commented on Scared of Devotions

    05-03-2009

    I found your honesty revealed in this poem to be very meaningful.
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    graceladymn commented on Scared of Devotions

    02-16-2009

    Remain steadfast until the illusion dissolves. The "We" are enough, let the rest crumble.
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    marcrichards commented on Scared of Devotions

    01-11-2009

    your feelings are so real! but your thoughts are a bit scattered. great expression that would be so much more poignant would you scale down. let those of us who read you feel our feelings with yours. ofttimes much more can be heard when less is said.
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    If I feel physically as if the top of my head were taken off, I know that is poetry.

    Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) American poet.

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