Smoke 

You crept into my life like smoke under a crack at the bottom of a closed door

Knowing I wanted nothing to do with the likes of love, I continued to crave more

Mentally you seduced me with the thought of what we could be

Not prepared for what was to come, my first instinct was to run

Can you escape smoke once it has filled your lungs,

Even when it has come way too soon

I attempted to rationalize over and over again,

 Wanted to place you in the spot designated friend

Wanted to just enjoy the pleasures of the flesh,

Because I would never again put a woman in a wedding dress

Wanted to pretend I did not care,

But you smoke began to become my air

I began to need you to breathe to function daily

I tried to leave

But you continued to call me baby

Grabbed my things and attempted to run,

 But you my dear were in my lungs

Passion filled night, lovely days, the commonness of our trivial ways

You have penetrated me deep within,

So much more than a mere friend

An extension of who I am and what I want to be

Smoke I got to have you inside of me