The Never Said
in an absurd way, i wanted you to stay,
because now after, my memories are poor strangers,
sitting alone, i pick at them with my tongue and bone,
alone, crazy isnt it?
how we let it all go?
we both wanted it so, so , so fucking much,
how did we lose the trust,
the touch
so many nights spent side by side,
a miracle to love someone,
in a place i never had to hide,
never had to unwind, unravel,
this journey canceled, now i travel,
youre in my pocket,
my heart in a locket, tarnished and missing pieces,
to earth with this grief
my remnants of belief i use to find others,
my fears i control because i must console and smother
put a smile on my tragedy
and pretend there is another meant to be
cycling through me, i cant see, i just feel
now i breathe in real slow and i let it out
and i say hello to her, and she pretends to care about me...
its enough, it has to be enough,
i hate that its so fucking tough,
to let someone go, its a goddamn show,
its never been real,
for years and years i assume that i can feel,
but i know, i know...
im losing everything i was before
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