i held in these tears
this vengeful side of me
in the pit of my soul i am screaming
killing you
like your killing me
inside trecherous evil thoughts remain
im so beautiful they say
im what others arnt
i ask for forgiveness evryday
as i sin in my ways
am i suppose to be unspoken
these horrible lies u have said
am i suppose to love u
to blame me
not blame him
rip out my hair
scream your name
fuck u
im fed up
havent got enough
hating all
my anger is never ending
forgive me i repent
im so sick of this shit
the wrath of the last
like im some kind of slave
beging for mercy
release my soul
mend this pain
i walk with this hole in my heart
like you ripped it all apart
how can i be beautiful anymore
when u took my all