am i just unhappy
wanting to give everyone else my sorrow
crying endless tears just for u to see my misery
do you even love me to begin with
questions all botteled up inside
i hide all this from everyone
he could be as easily to leave the next bruise
it being silent but the mark left on my heart
here i stand bearing it all
fear from the last and here i am again
what kind of man do i have this time
am i just unhappily ment to be this way
i feel like i love him
this confusion is driving me insane
and he seems to be my sanity
i beg of you god
spear me this time from heartache
its to that point again
were the past i love you's is gone
is this just me
or really is it going down that path again
were lonelyness will be my bestfriend once more