A Letter from the Unseen

I miss that moment when you looked at me, and though I don’t know if you really saw me in that moment it felt like you did. I never use the word hate I feel no one should, but I have no other words to decide how I feel about you. I hate you because of the way you make me feel, I hate the fact that you can make me smile my most brightest and sincere smile, I hate that I think about you when I should be concentrating on making my life better. I hate wanting you needing you I hate wanting to give you my heart knowing that you will never accept it. I hate all the wonderful way you make me feel, the ways you make me think, the way you make me want to get better do better be better, and most of all I hate myself for even using the word hate in a letter that meant for you, because I could never hate you. I love you with all my heart and soul, I love your mind, your ability to push pass your limit. I love your passion and your unwillingness to give up on something you truly believe in. I love your smile and the feeling it gives me when I know its meant for me. I love you, every part of you. Its just sad that you will never read this letter, you will never know how I feel, and you will never feel the same toward me. I love you with all that I am.

Love
the girl you don’t see