So far, so close.
The bitter-sweetness of seeing you.
All the time, far away from hearts desire.
All the time running from the truth.

Continuously knowing that tomorrow will
be worse every time I leave this place.
Wanting to be close to you
when we only create more distance.

Words unspoken, feelings not shown.
Hiding things not meant to be hidden.
I want to tell everything,
I want to say it all.

You hurt me, you scarred me,
You made me realize I'm strong.
I hate what you were.
I love who you are.

I want nothing of you,
but not wanting anything less
than what is the
indescribable truth that is you.

To far, yet to close is where we stand.
Always this unchanging gap between us.
Leaving my curiosity at its worst.
Wanting to know what'll happen next.

I give up, I give in.
Always to you my heart will bend.
It's up to you to help me mend.
what will happen next, no clue have I.

Truly I say, as time is unslowing.
No clue have I.
My love, my heart, my future.
It's up to you.