Catch Me...

I know you don't believe in forever, but I kinda do
In some ways it is so false, but in others it's true.
I do know that I can love only one person for the rest of my life
but you don't which makes me wonder why you asked me to be your wife.
If you don't think we will last then why did you propose to me
Why put me through that if you think it's not meant to be.
You use to say you wanted to be with me forever
but now your not even sure how long we'll be together.
I know me thinking about this a lot may hurt you
but you thinking about it hurts me too.
I really do love you with all of my heart
and I wish we would never be apart.
When you had broken up with me for that tiny bit of time
I had no clue what to say I was as quiet as a mime.
I couldn't think or move or even speak
My body just sat there so weak.
Even though you took it back you can't change the fact that it hurt really bad
And the fact of knowing you did it once and could do it again makes me terribly sad.
Everytime you say you love me I can't help but question it
It's hard for me to be loved even just a little bit.
I don't want you to think I am calling you a liar because I really don't think that at all
but I just need to know if you really would catch me if I fall...