Don't wish me well!! (Please Don't)

I have a feeling this is perminent
Loss of a freind and half of me
your strength, heart and love is what i need.
I need to love u too.
please my sister , my freind
please dont wish me well!!
dont let there be a reason for our relationship to not exist.
even though we dont talk.
 everyday is for u in my mind
every moment i remember the good times
the times where i wasn't falling apart at the seems.
the times where the sun did shine and i had the energy to live.
please dont wish me well!!!
I dont think i can take it.
please dont go
forgive me fam
the pain i caused is not purposely
please dont wish me well!!!
I want to be ur freind
I want to be around when u get married and have kids
I want to be a shoulder u lean on.
I know i am a mess and need to get better
please just don't wish me well!!!
cuz if u wish me well
that means ur going and i cant take to grow without.
my sister , i am begging
please dont wish me well!
I am not well
I don't know if i will be well!!!
I want to love u again!!
forgive me
please dont wish me well Blondith.
mwa
~Lioness4life~