crying makes me go insane
otherwise i be crying in vain
now and always
in blood red tears
just to release my pain and fears
but even if i were to cry
i would do it until i die
and then my life wouldnt matter
though right now my life is shattered
i try so hard to be the right thing
but always fail to be what i should be
wish my life could be glued back together
but time machines dont exist and the only way to fix this mess of a life
is to go back to take away some of the strife
sometimes i want to die because i cant cry
the only thing i know to do is keep inside the things i go through
never have i felt pure bliss
it is a beautiful wish
i know i can be happy at times
but thoughs times are gone with a love i had
now all thats left is emptiness