Here I am....
Alone, and I don't understand
Exactly how it all began
Why you desire for someone else.

Heart pounded like drumbeat of an Apache war dance
The moment I knew of his deceit by chance
Felt so cold, my world came crushing down
So lost, hurt,...same when I lost my child, I mourn.

With all these years, I've been living in these pretenses
That you love me alone, and no one else
They say love is holding on and never letting go
Found no answer yet, just I don't know, I don't know....

How could you love someone
When your heart desire another woman?
Is it being fair on my part?
Have cared and loved you alone from the very start.

Maybe I've been trying so hard
To please you, impress you, I turned to be an irritant
It's me, it's how I showed and express my love
Wish I hadn't, heart won't be broken and charred.

Forgive and forget,....easier said than done
Got no choice, pick up the pieces of my life and move on
With one last breath, I heave a sigh
To the one I love, my soulmate, I love you,.... Goodbye.