Confusion Of Love

Confusion Of Love
Sarah Sandoval

Why can falling in love be so easy yet confusing? Why dose it play with your heart and mind? You meet some one and think you have it all until you find yourself wanting more. You want more passion, more spark, and more affection. You wonder if this is who you are suppose to be with. Is this person really your soul mate? If I don't know, will I ever know? Who is my true love? So many questions and not nearly enough answers! No one has the answers but me, yet I still don't know. All I know is I want to be able to say every thing that is in my heart and soul with out saying a single word to the person I want to be with.
If you look into my eyes, what do you hear? Dose it scream I still love you beneath the hurt, the pain, the joy and the confusion?
If you kiss me what do you feel? Is it the passion that you have been longing for or the sparks you thought it would be?
If you hold me dose it seam like the "perfect" fit? Do I have that secure feeling like it once did?
When you speak to me, do know how to completely tell me how much you love me?
Still so many questions and not enough answers!
What do I do? Who am I suppose to love?