When I cry, I cries like I will never do it.
I don't choose to cry, it is the pain of anxiety.
Insecurity has taken the centre of my attention.
I sleep in great fear, living one eye open to guard myself against the enemy.
Enemy whose intention is beyond the human explanation.
Enemy whose target is to bring the species of my own community into extinction like that of the great Dinosaur.
Enemy who doesn't go by the rule of law.
Enemy who doesn't pay attention to the meaning of life.

I can't stop crying! No one can measure the volume of tears that have crossed down my check.
My check have become the valley and fountain of tears.

Who will make this enemy understand that life is precious?
Who will make him obey?

The world has been watching in discomfort and trying to intervene with amicable solution.But why should the enemy continue taking away more lives?

Who will make the enemy understand that life is a precious gift from God and only Him has the jurisdiction to take it away.
Who will teach them to understand that there is time for war and time to make peace.

I can't stop crying. Unless my enemy understand and amount to the call from every voice crying for peace.
Unless my enemy understand that all the damages we have done to ourselves will never benefited us in anyway.
But peace will make us strong,
It will make us count on ourselves in every situation.
It will make us forget the differences which have been dominating our policies.
It will heal the wounds created by the civil war.

I can't stop crying! I cried for the large fertile territory that have now fallen in the hand of few individuals who wants to make use of the rich resources that God had endowed our nation with.
I can't stop crying for the deserted families,
families that have loss their beloved ones to civil war,
families that have been scattered to every continents in the world,
families who are presently in Sudan but in one way have loss faith in their own government.

I can't stop crying when I only become aware of the beautiful nature of my country in a foreign land.
I can't stop crying! Unless there is a lasting assurance for peace.
Peace is the beginning of freedom and it will make me live the life I deserved.
My people will have liberty from all forms of suffering when they have peace in their mind and heart.
When they are free from all kind of oppressions,I will stop crying and rejoice to enyoy a meaningful life with all folks of my land.


mosesyolbull@yahoo.com
Nairobi-Kenya