I HATE

I hate what we had for we still have it,

I hate that I’m with someone else for you are my only love,

I hate that she said she was leaving and didn't when I wanted her to,

I hate to know my main reason for moving on was to get over you,

I hate that I can't get over you and things I’ve tried have failed,

I hate the fact that you're hurting because she twisted the knife in your heart,

I hate to know there's nothing I can fucking do about it,

I hate life and its unfair situations it has placed in front of me...in front of us,

I hate the fucking fact that she's a part of you for such a long time and still doesn’t understand you,

I hate to know that what she's leaving is just what I wanted and needed and still do.

I hate to know that she is hurting you and she fucking likes it,

I hate the fact that you're hurting and that it hurts me too,

I hate it so much that I can't be there for you the way I use to, knowing you're in so much pain,

I hate to know someone can let go of a perfectly good man as yourself and my hands are so full I can't take you up inside to comfort you,

I hate that I love you and I hate that I’ll always do.

I hate….