i have a dream

i have a dream  a secret wish since i was a kid
imagining myself singing and dancing on stage
was all i ever did
30 years later and i'm still holding onto that dream
i'm so frustrated & disappointed with my life   need to
let off some steam
everytime i try to do something that something always
goes wrong
to put up with obstacles constantly in your face takes
someone who's strong
but my patience has just flown out the door & i cannot 
sit still & wait anymore
i'm not getting any younger & time is running out
there are times when i just scream and shout 
will i ever be free of this bondage that hinders me or
will  i have to endure this sufferance for eternity