It was the year 1999 I found out about my shocking secret. I have told lots of people but haven't told many. I can't figure out why me. I wish it was easy to just come out and say but I have a big reputation. I'll tell you a little about myself personally. I am only 24 years old and has had this sickness for over 8 yrs now. It's nothing I can change and of course I'm not proud of it. As long as I'm living and breathing I won't complain. There are alot of people weak in mind who would rather take there own lives or kill the responsible party. I live with my mistakes and am glad that it's undetectable. That doesn't makes a bit of difference I know it's there. I can't really enjoy myself, can't over step my bounderies. Don't have any friends no one like me. I find myself afraid and alone with nothing to show for life but sickness and a baby.