Is It Too Much?!?!?
Is It Too Much?!?!?So is it too Much?
Is it just too much?
Is it too hard to ask
For friendship and such?
So many times I sit
And wonder who will find
Who will find me pretty
Or say I blow there mind?
I've tried to be erotic
That I might reel someoone in
I've tried to be a true friend
To give love a little spin..
But in the end I wonder
Will I ever find somone
That can look at me completely
And still remain the one!
Sometimes i feel so much pain
I really want to cry
Sometimes the pain is so intense
I want to say good-bye
It used to be just my back
And I learned to handle that.
Then the day I broke my neck
And had the halo for a hat!
I'm still not paralyzed
I'd say to my family and friends
But becoming less active
I could no longer just pretend.
I couldn't pretend I didn't hurt
I couldn't pretend I was so scared
I couldn't pretend it didn't matter
I couldn't pretend that i was prepared!
And then one day it happened
A sore on my leg wouldn't heal.
Back and forth to the doctor
Oh the pain it made me feel
Whats another scar I'd say
To mark this body one more time
What did i do to deserve this
What was my evil crime?
And now there is just one more thing
Thats added to this list
Who the hell will want me now...
Will I ever know love's bliss?
The scars may someday heal
But the pain continues on
The hopes and dreams I used to feel
I will never carry on.
I know someone will love me
But can they look past all my scars
On my face my neck and back
They needn't look to far!
I know I am attractive
to at least one guy or two
But can you look past this pain
and hear I love you too?
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