LIFE AFTER LOVE

its been a long time since i had written
cause with love i had been smitten.

I don't know how i lost myself along the way
but the path of love leads me astray.

I'm trying not to let life make me any tougher
but i see I'm just like my mother.

my kids i miss and adore
and gain pain and go insane
as my tears are like a monsoon rain.

my mind jumps from place to place
and before i have started i have won the race.

i feel like a fraud cause I'm still admired although
I'm not inspired.

I'm trying to take a few steps back
but the further back i go
i see the more i need to grow.
when will i need to stop?
straitening out an already built road with curves and bumps, is very hard, but with life you just cant start from the beginning again.
to reconstruct a life so strange
sometimes i feel like its out of my range ...but I'm trying.

I'm full of doubt of my future, if i teach myself better as my life goes on, it will get better.
as long as i can look inside myself nurture the good and acknowledge that bad....
be true to your self and you wont be had.

improve on your life, and it will get better, and make sure you keep reading this letter.

don't let your past destroy you.
don't let your loves ignore you.

fill your life with kindness beauty love and passion
and make sure those things are always in fashion.

don't let your heart be trampled...
cause there are people out the who love it just the way it is.