Some things come natural while others do not

I find it very difficult to distinguish between the two

I see things others don't and i feel emotions that don't exist

But that does not make them any less than that of my neighbor’s

Broken shadows are a joy of creation to me and that is pride at its purest

To see the world around constantly changing in a new way

I am scarred by intentions that are not from others but myself

I love a good story and i love to learn and learn to love

It eagers me to have knowledge of the sort you can never quite forget

And I am immortal to myself because I am loyal to my intentions

And if only they could see me in this place,

Suffering as if i were a cow for slaughter

Being made less of a person for my qualities and talents

People use me because i let them use me,

For it is not me who is hurt for being used but instead 

It is they who weeps because of how they used me to gain a temporary goal that never lasts in righteousness. I find myself laughing because lest you see me cry, I will not show weakness

I am a being and I deserve to be treated not as an alien but as a friend

Doing good unto others is just how it should be

Even if it's not a daily practice right now 

But I will be the one to help change and develop and benefit those who do not see its purpose