Blinded rage over flows,

Not knowing what to do anymore,

Can’t take the despair and anger this world brings,

More days go by and I want to scream,

Never knowing how to change it,

Blown away by peoples ignorance and shame,

Wanting to runaway and sometimes never to come back,

Praying that one day ill have the answers,

But for now I’ll just have to live with the turmoil,

Depressed and feel so alone even in a crowded room,

Nothing I do is ever good enough for you,

I try and try,

I don’t know how to explain it,

I’m broken and want to heal,

I cry myself to sleep,

And I dread everyday when I wake up,

Wanting to be strong for the people that need me,

I’m not a horrible person I’m just lost,

Lost underground in a darkened cave.