Used and abused..misused and confused. Playing your mind and emotions with a false devotion..leaving you without a notion.. stuck under the spell of his love potion. Never to see you're losing the me..in you and there's nothing to do..missing your cue..if only you knew what this would lead to. Wanna' get out, yet you have doubt because you've lost what you're about. Tearin' you down and makin' you drown..you can't make a sound..nowhere to be found. Can it really be, that this is me..too blind to see what's reality. Feel he's your all, yet he's makin' you fall..pushin' you down upon the ground..constantly makin' you frown. You don't wanna' recall..you said it was for the long haul. 'Til death do us part, yet he's tearin' apart your now fragile heart..doubts right from the start. Constantly makes you feel unworthy..you need to break free..to find the real me who I long to be..that I want all to see. No more rude remarks or controlling and demanding barks..from a man you thought loved you but made you dark. Dark on the inside, where you can't even hide..promised to abide and stand by his side. He shut down your soul and buried you whole..things had slowly taken their toll. So weak and so fragile and he always knew how to rile..you, with nothing to do..his actions so vile. Manipulative and canniving, he was always lying and denying..claimed it as you whining. Passin' the blame on you..this was nothin' new..the truth only seen by select few..unfortunately not including you. A perfect disguise for a man who denies he has any faults, to your wounds adding salt..covering all his lies..bringing you closer to your own demise..making your life capsize. He made you believe there was nothing you could achieve..take caution, take heed..he made your heart bleed. Afraid you'd give up..only to end up..so emotionally damaged you'd choke..feeling you had no hope. Sad and insecure..you felt nothing but fear..not sure how to cope. Felt you had no luck, 'cuz your life he'd run amok..yet you felt stuck, due to his constant mind fxck. Throwin' daggers and knives because you finally realized, he'd ruined your life..caused you so much strife..what were you thinkin' when you said without blinkin'.."I'll be your wife."