He knows who he is

But I have every doubt he'll read this

I can't survive with out him

And he doesn't understand my reasons

He's everything I have

And everything I've lost

I know it's my fault

But I can't sit by

I want to die

The misery I feel

Tells me this day

Or this night

I must say goodbye

To all I know

Because theres no hope

She's his type of girl

The one he's always wanted

To him I must be like a fly

Because he seems to want me gone

But he doesn't want me dead

That's what he said

But it's all in my head

I'm holding on by a thread

This isn't a game

And I feel like I'm being played

And I guess there's no solution

Because everyone seems to have a contribution

But the anger I feel

Is drowned out by the tears

And I keep rambling on

But I know theres no cause

I have too many flaws

And what he wants from her

He can have

But what he doesn't see

Is me

And no one will ever love him more

It's like a disease

He's killing me

So I'm always cold

Feeling so alone

I can't believe I thought I could let go

Moving on is a worthless hope

So now he's in control

And I think he knows

He holds my fate

In the palm of his hand

You decide boo

How's my next day?

Will I live or die?

Because with out you...

I have no purpose

I don't even want to try

It's not worth this to survive