My dear love left me cold and left me quick

So what’s the point to fuss and know the why?

I haven’t ate for days, my mind so sick

All life’s a disappointment when I try

Does God light different paths or this guy slick?

His loyalty and care their weight in lies

In love with hope and now I’m tortured here

But can’t blame God, it’s free will one must fear

Now do I take his offer of close friends?

This only power I’ve left, so I say “no”

Too angry, will things worsen or they mend?

It’s not like he’s so well, I miss him so

If he’d just give his share love wouldn’t end

He fights against our chance for love to grow

He hates me so when I push past neglect

And still I know his warmth and smell his neck

I’d give my art for love words in his voice

He shut me out “for me”, now I’ve no choice.