Walking through the door way I no longer see, those wonderful fried raisin pies waiting for me. I look around the living room and at her favorite chair, It is so amazing how I still see her there. Just today I saw her washing the dirty dishes, then sewing the pants I ripped with just the right amount of stiches . She looked at me an smiled saying I love you little girl, you made my life complete when you became my world. She said I'm teaching you these things from doing laundry to cleaning house, so you will have the skills you need to take care of your spouse. One day you will become me and I will go away, to spend some time with jesus and celebrate every day. Although I have to leave you, my esence will remain, you'll feel me deep inside your heart when you are in great pain. The wind that blows across your cheek will be me in disguise, I 'll say your name and you will hear as my light shines through your eyes. You see my sweet one I'm still here because I live in you, and when your children come we'll be joined in their eyes too!