I got so many emotions

but no where to let them all out

I'm screaming on the inside

wanting everything to all go away

I want blackness, i want quietness

i want to be able to think back with a smile on my face

i want to not regret, i want to not want to forget

i want to just think with no questions

with no what ifs, with no buts, with just clarity

but i can't get that, i can't catch a break

when ever something good comes along

it gets ruined, gets destoryed, gets demolished

I can't think, i can't smile, i can't look back with no regrets

I want to forget, i want to not forget, can't seem to do anything right

I want to let it all out, i want to let it all go, i want to be free

i want to fly away with no worries, with no regrets

i want freedom from this black gaping hole

i seem to have developed, i want to soar through the skies

i want to smile freely with no pain, with no hurt

i want to have no burden on my shoulders, but thats all i seem to have

all i seem to be good at, i can't do anything

i can't think, nothing seems right, nothing is right

I can't get these emotions out, my heart is screaming for you

to be freed from you and everything you created inside of me