They say that pain is a definate sign that youre still alive, that your life for however much longer is still within you
And that physical, emotional and spiritual continues and that the alternative, dead ...could have very well been you.

Now what I'm referring to is not a situation
brought on by some dire mis-hap or complication

Some fire fall or shooting with malicious intent
No, no boating airplane or driving accident

No this is closer, this is personal. You see this is just one of the many outcomes of the dreaded relationship
More likely than not from those who are illequiped

Irresponsible, who act and think and move in haste
Whos belief is to take ones time is a waste

Who sees the object of their desire
as anything other than the cheating, abusive, selfish, insecure, jealous liar

That they unfortunately turn out to be, and you yourself couldnt forsee
Because the second time yall ever went out, the sex was all T.H.A.T.

See you judged the physical performance never seeing the intentions
Listened to the lies never comparing what was mentioned

With what was shown
If only you say, if only I had known

But this comes well after your expectations crash and burn
Well after the process of you live and you learn

Well after your friends and theirs know youre the punchline to the joke
And your heart while fleeting was taking this tremendous beating to the point it just ...broke

And then you waited for it, you waited for the pain to step in
All the while saying..damn, please not again

Waiting to take that painful lonely emotional ride
But this time it doesnt happen, theres no pain you have to hide

And you break down and begin to cry and mourn because you realize this time you've died inside
Forever a victim...of Relationship Homicide.