Is it the real of the world that lets us all believe in love, or is it the real in all of us that makes it go away? I sit and endure my feelings with truth to only get back nothing when its all done. You have a choice to move on, you have the will to hope for more. I went to the fullest and got the smallest. I gave the all and and still felt a bit small. My family, my friends they all know the answers, but I still struggle. My heart is now on stone to be broken once again. I wont give up on my forgiveness even when they give up on me. Please God if there is forgiveness I thank you for that, If there is a chance will I know it. I must hold my head up high fore thy self because forgiveness starts here. And Here is where I started it all.