A sharp mind with a little behind
A good head on my shoulders
I'm one who's really driven by life
But I've landed in a ditch, I've crashed and burned 
And for some reason all of the above no longer matters anymore
Life has lost purpose
People have lost meaning
The only thing that matters are my children
It's said to say but they r stronger than me
They see what I can't see
They become what I can't be
But I want to be strong for them
I need to stand tall so we can win at this game called 
Life
I need them to survive me cuzz im ready to leave the world
How selfish of me
I know they are not ready and im all they have 
That's why I try to give the best even without their dad
My anger tends to concur all even when Im not mad
I feel like I have failed not only my kids but myself too.
The sadest part of it all is im still confused