I know I shouldn't have let you go...I knew the minute I let you go you were going to roam and never come home...I seen us slowly fading before anything ever happen...Phone calls shortened and I love you got forever lost in a scenic memory...I knew you were gone when you started to question my sincerity...I felt sick to the reality that you got me back to the point where I said I would never be again...I gave up on relationships and love way before you but something about you made me break down my barrier...I kind of thought from day one you were the one for me and I wasn't goning to stop until I got you...Before you were mine I feel in love with the fantasy of us being together...I had you...lost you...now I know I probably never can get you back...I put you in unfamiliar territory that you claimed you loved, adapted to ,and was in a rush to get back to...Should have known once u got back to what you were use to I would forever lose you...I thought this time would be different because you claimed you knew what I've been through...But you played the same games you said you couldnt get use to...Now I'm stuck with the liquored thoughts of what use to be and what could have become...Confronted the situation at hand to try to prevent anything before it started...But you lied to this fool you thought you could over rule by your lies of distruction...Guess I shouldn't have be so hurt I've been through this before...I put to much time into something i just let walk away...Now I know that I shouldn't have let you go...