Silently, Secretly but Slowly

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Silently, Secretly but Slowly

I'm tired of writing how i feel about boys. I realized most of the guys i'm with are complete jerks. So there's an exception to what i have to say...so just listen.

I give my heart out so easily,
and it comes back torn into tiny pieces you can't even see.

Its like your blind, helpless and careless.

...but slowly the jigsaw puzzle forms together into a shape of a heart because of someone special to me.

Let me just say that i've never felt so safe with anyone in my whole 18 years.
I can really trust him with everything I have but the scary thing is...giving my heart out is my main fear.

Just sitting here thinking about him,
writing how I feel,
in class,
not focusing on my school work,
because I forgot my damn English book again,
sounds pretty lame.

Hoping and Praying to Zombie Jesus that this boy feels the same.

My head hurts just trying to figure out what i'm trying to say but,
maybe its not the right time.
Maybe i'm taking this a little too fast,
maybe just the oppsite. 
I mean were best friends right?
We can wait.
I think I can...ok...
fine i'll give in but shhhh i'm Secretly falling for my best boyfriend. 
Ha I said boyfriend...I Wish.
I have so many reasons to why I am...but...not yet...Its not the time.

When we first met things were complicated for the both of us, especially me. 
I wanted him more and more each day that passed by,
but something pushed me back so far I fell off the edge of the earth...
(the other girl). I had gave myself headaches for days screaming because it was beyond torture. 
After awhile I got used to it and i helped him anyway I could to make them stay together. 
I did make it work, 
cause I wanted him to be happy,
even if I wasn't the right girl.
Magically I made a wish and got the boy I wanted.

Ever since then I silently told myself every night before I went to bed "I absolutely Love him:))".

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Madelli commented on Silently, Secretly but Slowly

10-28-2010

From andrew, I love you to my little coheed. :))))))))

dahlusion commented on Silently, Secretly but Slowly

02-23-2010

This is a revealing journal entry flowing with creative writing, honesty, and fire...laced with a lemon flavored hope.

Ravoya commented on Silently, Secretly but Slowly

02-05-2010

hmmm, this is a good write, im not sure if it's exactly a poem but it kind of fits like one. so im gonna say it is. i really liked it, and i know how u feel because i have felt that way about someone before, keep writing and it's not a gay poem it's good

kpeery09 commented on Silently, Secretly but Slowly

02-05-2010

I know how you feel, I used to feel this way too, but i finally won the girl, but in your situation I hope in the end you win the boy. Its a good write, and a good poem. The rating shall be 10

When power leads man towards arrogance, poetry reminds him of his limitations. When power narrows the area of man's concern, poetry reminds him of the richness and diversity of existence. When power corrupts, poetry cleanses.

John F. Kennedy (1917-1963) Thirty-fifth President of the USA

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