Sinfully Good

The room is getting dizzy
my thoughts are more abstract
My intoxicating lips press against yours and you continue to kiss me back
The room is dark,
my actions even darker
How did we get here?
How did we get this far?
My bare skin against yours is all I feel,
the rest of me is numb with fear
Your hands grip my body,
my heart beats with intensity
Lord, please forgive me for what I am about to do
The next morning is a blur,
I see your face and everything becomes clear
How could I do this?
How could I slip so far away?
I promise myself that this wouldn't happen again,
yet a few drinks later and we are at it again
Our secret is safe with me,
I promise not to confess
What is it that always draws me back in?
Is it the alcohol or just the dark temptations?
Do you think she'll catch on?
Or will this go on even when you two are married?
This may be the biggest secret I have ever kept,
but the lustful temptations are sinfully good