torn
1 always thinks he/she wants sumthing wen they believe its unattainablewen the 1 thing, person, or place is so near u can taste it and touch it, yet its out of reach
so we fight, connive, scheme and lie for that 1 specific goal
telling ourselves its meant for us, we can feel it in our soul
we become blinded by what we believe and perceive to be tru but not really reality
til we've caused so much hurt and pain and destroyed everything that stood in our way,
only to slowly open our eyes, and focus our vision and really see what or who is in front of us
this 1 goal, had us doing, seeing, saying, behaving, and acting totally outside of ourselves
we thought this goal was so unreachable, but once it has been achieved, captured, attained, and held for awhile, reality sets in
that this 1 thing was never what we thought it was after all, he/she wasn't who we thought they were, or they claimed to be
so here we are, 'torn', between what we saw, believed, and wanted, and the sumtimes harsh and awful truth, the harsh reaity
with the 1 nagging question "what tha hell do i do now"?
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