It seems too hard to wait, you see I'm so use to hustling and bustling making my own way,now I'm waiting on Him to bring brighter,and better days. All the while clouds roll over my head, and rain starts to drizzle against my face, Why can't God move at my own pace, or when I want him to, or when i think he should, because my thoughts are not your thoughts he said my ways are not your ways,  so it looks like i'm playing the waiting game instead. I prayed and I cried and even got on line trying to twitter, I read some scriptures on line trying to hold out on getting angry and  bitter. He's the  only God there is, Who I am to do such a thing, (human i suppose) So I wait not patiently,not even gonna lie, i severe all my worldly ties, and I refocus, submitting all of my thoughts toward Him and not my circumstances to Him be the Glory, waiting on the next chapter to unfold in my life So I can tell my story, Is waiting my only option I ask myself, but what choice do i have, no money,no car,no job. He's my source.  His encouraging  words  let me know that I'm right on course. He told me that those that wait upon him will renew their strength, and that I will walk and not be weary and I will run and not faint, . He must know something that I don't know ,So why am I in such a hurry? I'd rather wait ,on God then depend on me because I know in the end that I will be set free. Free from self, and getting caught up in things that don't matter. My old Preacher  use to say only what you do for Christ will last. So I will wait,you see that's my task. I will wait.